When it is dark and I close my eyes, I see a faint and small circle with parallelogram like shapes interlinking together with rounded edges and two little circles – one at each of the ends near the smaller angles – moving rapidly, usually in a right to left motion.
There’s usually a correlation between my stress/anxiety levels and how this moves, so I had suspected I was seeing a blood capillary, but it’s always colorless and moves, and is not always in the same spot or the same size.
Sometimes I see it with my eyes open. And it’s always semi-transparent/translucent.
It doesn’t seem to have a left or right eye origin.
As if it’s not a part of my vision.
I cannot say it has ever presented any problems, so I have never really sought an answer for what it is.
But last night, for the first time, I closed my eyes, focused on it, and it felt like it was responding to my thoughts.
Did something manipulate me through my own mind through this?
Is this some form of connection?
Did I do drugs to silence the connection?
Or did I force whatever was in my mind out through this?