And as I ask the universe for forgiveness for whatever I did to piss it off and keep me here.
Did refusing to continue being a slave to the economic engine and choosing to enjoy my life and make choices right and wrong wind me up here?
This world’s a product of my own mind anyways.
What right do you have punishing me in my own mind for living my life and enjoying and indulging in it?
Fuck you very much for punishing me for that.
So other than having a home of my own and a bed to rest my head in at night, and a lover (or two) to hold, which I haven’t felt the touch of a woman in nearly five years now – that would be a godsend if any and all of that happened.
There’s other things I’d like to have.
Among those – top on my list is the Dell Alienware 17 computer.
Ok. I know this sounds like as a sales pitch. But it ain’t.
On a daily basis, I go to a web site called ‘fake name generator’. It can be accessed here: http://www.fakenamegenerator.com/
With that fake name is a fake credit card # and other plausible fake information.
Here’s a screen image of the information it generates:
With this ‘fake identity’ in hand, I then go to Dell’s web site, and then place an order for the Alienware 17″ touch screen dream machine.
The way I see it – if the ‘machines’ which run this reality continue functioning like predictable machines – not recognizing life and choosing instead to ostracize people like me from ‘the system’ because we do not conform to the machine like thinking ways of this reality.
Computer like minds in the companies around the world. Machine like predictable responses always telling me no because I do not conform to their specific credit profile – despite the fact I’m homeless – there’s no reprogramming of their own minds to consider alternative directions and ‘handling’ for something that does not conform to their programmed methods.
I live in a world of machines running machines – and for the most part I’m cool with that.
Other than I’m hoping we can start playing together rather than this adversarial crap it’s trying to set up.
In any case. While I’m a hacker. I’m not a thief. And since I know roughly how ‘this system works’, I know that SOMEONE is saying yes to my request and authorizing the delivery of a system SHOULD i receive one. The information I provided ‘placates’ the machine like system, but it also hopefully arises some modicum of understanding by those – in power – who might be willing to throw ‘this dog a bone’ for a system WHICH I WILL NOT RESELL – because – let’s face it.
Since 1988, I assembled all my own home computer systems until laptops came around.
The systems I built were always cutting edge. Graphics cards that were always top notch. plenty of memory. Fast hard disks (7200+ rpm up to 10k rpm). Gaming mice and equipment. Until i had it all stolen.
To me. I feel the universe owes me.
Or at least those running this country do.
And yes. I’ve already keyed in to how I can gain energy through hatred. So is that really a route you want me to go down to obtain resources?
We wont go there.
The Alienware computer is everything for cutting edge computer gaming systems that I could build.
But built to order 🙂
And since I am creating a game and web sites which will take over this world.
Doesn’t it make sense that you all provide for me for once to ‘get the job done’
I am after all taking complete control of my reality. When I learn who you are.
Doesn’t it make sense you – in this case – You Michael Dell – sends a message of support for what i am doing?
Yes, i may sound crazy at times.
But if you had all of existence in your mind too, you might find it a little difficult at times to be completely rational sounding too.
Michael, I am kindly requesting your support.
As I see it – win/win situation.
Here’s the machine.
Alienware Graphics Amplifier
Backpacks and Messenger Cases
Alienware Gear & Apparel
Office Productivity Software
Operating System Recovery Options
Adobe Creativity and Productivity Software
Dropbox Pro & Additional Software
Add an Alpha for $399
Add an 8″ Windows tablet for only $99 ($199 value)
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Ports, Slots & Chassis
8 unique programmable zones with up to 20 distinct colors providing over 25.6 billion lighting combinations
Exterior Chassis Color
Front: 34.4 mm. (1.354 in.)
Rear: 34.4 mm. (1.354 in.)
Depth: 291.9 mm. (11.49 in.)
Width: 430 mm. (16.93 in.)
Average weight: 3.780 Kg. (8.33 Lbs.)
External Chassis Connections
(1x) Power/DC-in Jack
(1x) RJ-45 Gigabit Ethernet IPv6
(3x) SuperSpeed USB 3.0 Ports
(1x) SuperSpeed USB 3.0 Port with PowerShare Technology
(1x) Alienware Graphics Amplifier Port
(1x) Mini-Display Port
(1x) HDMI 1.4 Output
(1x) 9-in-1 Media Card Reader
(1x) Audio Out 1/8″ Ports (Compatible with inline mic headset)
(1x) Line In Microphone 1/8″ Port
(1x) Noble Lock port (cable and lock sold separately)
4-Zone, multi-color RGB, keyboard with AlienFX lighting controls and numeric keypad
9 user-programmable keys providing up to 19 distinct functions per application or game
2x 204-Pin DDR3L SO-DIMM SDRAM Slots
Alienware Command Center
AlienAdrenaline w/ Accelerator
Backlit button image sensor trackpad with all-points addressable (APA)
Weight: 8.33lbs (3.780kg)5
New Alienware 17
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When paired with the optional Alienware Graphics Amplifier featuring a desktop GPU of your choice, you can transform the Alienware 17 into the ultimate at-home entertainment experience. Just plug in and get lost in the vivid display and massive performance boost of desktop-class graphics.
Killer combo: Matched with the Alienware 17, the Graphics Amplifier provides a perfect solution for the gamer who desires the full rush of ultimate gaming anytime. Use the Alienware 17’s stunning LCD screen, or plug in up to two additional monitors via the notebook’s display ports, or activate as many extra monitors as the graphics cards in your Amplifier allows.
Extreme built-in graphics options: Blow-your-doors-off gaming excitement comes jam-packed into the Alienware 17 itself, too, with NVIDIA® GeForce® GTX 970M or 980M graphics card options and up to 4GB of GDDR5. These are the highest class of mobile graphics cards available. Now the most graphics-rich games can be played at their quickest with support for graphics cards requiring up to a whopping 100W of mobile graphics power.
IPS and touch mean a more awesome display: IPS panel technology decreases lag, and provides accurate color from all viewing angles. Optional touch technology with TrueLife high-gloss display brings you closer to the action.
Your keyboard advantage: Intense gaming requires a bold keyboard, and this premium reinforced full-size keyboard is up to the task. It includes 9 Alienware TactX programmable keys, a numeric pad, 4-zone multi-color RGB AlienFX lighting and the most responsive keys in the game – providing uniform feedback across all keys when typing. Designed for precision and speed when you need it most, you can launch applications in the middle of the action with just the touch of a button.
Sound and fury: Rich, impressive audio is powered by Klipsch and Creative SoundBlaster Pro Studio Software. Visually connect with comrades and competitors with a 2.0MP Full HD webcam and let the banter flow with a dual microphone array.
Supercharged gaming: The blazing Intel® Core™ i7 processor becomes overclocked when plugged into the optional Graphics Amplifier for the ultimate gaming advantage and excitement.
Keep your cool: The Alienware 17’s main thermal module consists of copper heat pipes and plates set on the GPU. It features CPU-optimizing heat dissipation so your graphics card can use up as much wattage as it desires, and the chassis won’t get too hot during battle.
Connect and conquer: A double-shot of the best gaming networking technology is inside with Killer Gigabit Ethernet and Killer Wireless 802.11ac WiFi — so you’re getting the smoothest possible streaming video and gaming packets when you need them most. Multitask when you need to, without any lags or lulls in the performance you crave. Plus, all Alienware 17 come with Bluetooth 4.1 technology.
Manage all of your PC’s power with one easy program. Alter your settings – extend battery life by dimming lights across separate areas, activating hibernation options or shutting down easily. It’s all under your control.
Program lighting zones to be controlled by you or by any of the 85 games specifically developed to include the AlienFX API – that means the lights are designed to react to your every movie in real time. Set triggers. Make your system glow and blink. Morph your lights from one color to the next. The choice is yours.
Automatically load your pre-chosen display settings, alter video card performance options, and adjust GPU and memory clocks to get optimum performance from your PC and Graphics Amplifier.
• Advice and alerts to let you know about issues before they happen and tools to fix issues if they arise
• Flexible, automated backup and recovery through Alienware Respawn to ensure that your important documents, pictures and media files remain safe
• Easy access to Dell support, warranty information and services, saving time and reducing hassle